Wednesday, December 23, 2009


this is the last post. no more words to share

Friday, December 18, 2009

its like hoth out there
new fave site. this thing is cool. check it out

Monday, December 14, 2009


ugh god... got tricked into seeing 5 seconds of fred on youtube. either my brain melted and oozed out my ears, or my IQ dropped 37 points and my eardrums commited suicide.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

starting sentences #5

We stared at eachother, my one good eye into that black void that was the muzzle of the shotgun.

Saturday, December 12, 2009


in a dream world, team four star would work on a adult swim style anime that makes fun of animes... but is actually having real story and plot and intrigue etc etc etc.

Lifelist #1

ok. this lifelist will be in no particular order what so ever. so lets get started:

Zug Izland - Feel

Iced Earth - I Died For You

Seth Horan - Anonymity
This song is here for two reasons. one, i freakin LOVE seth's music and want the whole world to hear it, and two, because of the lyric "i wish my mother would simply someday understand she shouldnt eat her young / now shes been lonely every since she went and disowned her one and only prodigal son." that lyric strikes me with the most power. for some semi-obvious resons

David Bowie - Space Oddity

Flaw - Best I Am
This is one of two tracks dedicated to my daughter on this lifelist. i hope to be a good example of man.

Bjork - I Miss You (Dobie Remix)
track two dedicated to my daughter. this was writ for bjorks own son before he was born.... or is it bjorn. heh. im not witty. anyway. i like this version a bit better then the original Post release (this release is on her remix album, Telegram)

System of a Down - Lonely Day
ah. one of the newer songs that isnt a total disgrace. i think it pretty much speaks for itself here. many of these songs do.

Aesop Rock - No Regrets
wow. this song is just... wow. this song is so powerful and simultaniously inspirational to me. it just HAS to be here. the story of a girl/woman who knew what she wanted in her life, and did it, and was happy with it.

Mindless Self Indulgence
for a little bit more pick me up on this otherwise quiet and "depressed" lifelist.

Everclear - Father of Mine
For any boy who has never met his father, i think this song strikes a very strong chord. so. here it is.

Flogging Molly - Far Away Boys

and last but not least, Corporate Avenger - Heaven's Joke
its no secret that i dont rightly believe in a higher power, but i do believe in humans needing to believe in something bigger then themselves, so... here.

starting sentences #4

If he heard the crunch of snow below my footfalls, i would most certainly be dead.